Friday, October 21, 2011

some peoples dream, my nightmare

everyone hides who they are at least some of the time. we bury that part of ourselves so deeply that sometimes you forget all that is there, there are moments we just want to forget who we are all together. we pretend constantly in the eyes of the people who look at us, its all part of my personal public costume collection and with these costumes, i find balance in my life.

the architect of my future, myself.
bringing peace and tranquility.
or drama and animosity.
too driven by responsibility

dream big and reach for the sky.
because if i don't make it there
i will at least be among the stars?
but is it worth the price
the price of being different
the price of success
the price of an unrealistic thoughts
the price of a sin

its all about isolating
turning off the switch of emotions
ultimately being mean.
in the attempt of holding together broken glass

that is my life, holding together broken glass which was broken in the beginning. so if i'm not strong enough i will cut myself and if i'm too strong pressure will just cause it to shatter. that's the difference between me and most of you. the price of pushing yourself but making it seem to others like you're not.

so fix that smile and show some teeth, and make believe because its Halloween all year round that's how you got to where you are.

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