determination with the appropriate level of humanity, that's what i need.
waiting for tables to turn cards to change waiting for things that will never happen without the first step
running low on determination high on self-pity-rewarding moments
more times than one we just want to leave all we have and walk that road that promises nothing but self indulgence - it may be selfish to some but it will be being kind to myself.
keep telling yourself power through this rough patch and things will get better, through the years i've been going through these patches like clean shirts on a Monday morning
as much as i want to trade cigarettes for a run, parties for sleep, alcohol for chai and eat to live - its more difficult that it seems.
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