decisions, decisions. Every decision we make creates a butterfly effect on our entire life and somehow affects how this universe works. Life is to be lived without regrets because at that very moment the decision had to be made and thus there is no such thing as "I should have".
Being torn between the pages of my life gives me a fresh perspective on what can be and what should be. I getting less and less done I'm falling deeper into this abyss and as to this seemingly bottomless chasm I keep hoping to hit rock bottom. I guess that's whats holding me back.
I know the one thing that's bothering me now is the fact that grandpa is not doing too well. I refuse to talk about it because I'm so sick of hearing consoling words like " he is going to be alright" or "he will get better". I know how things are and I guess I'm pretty realistic when it comes to this, I just need to get it off my chest and I'd be fine for the day.
Clearly this is not how I pictured myself when I was a kid. Oh this mean mean world. For those of you who think otherwise, I quote a very wise barber who has seen it all"
"you are young and life has been kind to you, you will learn"
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