after all this years of the rage to master my life, i finally have come to a great opening, an opportunity of a lifetime probably, the job i always wanted, but somehow i dont know why i'm in such hesitant in accepting the next step of this offer.
i spend this whole year changing myself and building a new me. i have moved on and on, walking these streets with the insatiable success appetite, the hunger for the ultimate career and finally i have come to one, but yet here i am still doing my many temporary jobs not willing to let go, still considering the offer because i'm _____? that i really dont know, am i scared of leaving everything, having no place to rest the very remains of my life, have i become to comfortable living like this that i refuse to let it go?
i must say all the judgement from the people i know, how they perceive me,laughed at all my drama and all else has not affected my walk towards this goal. finally i landed an opportunity but why am i not packing and leaving for it? taking a deep breath. conceal the real stress and stress on the smaller things thats how we get perfection in life.
not all people are able to see the perfectionism in your art, but people who have the ability to see it will profit greatly from it. i may be clumsy and messy and sloppy, but my strive for perfection in the things i do makes it hard to be copied.
power through, land this motha farking plane.
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