sunny spring days, under the blue sky

Its raining its spring and the flowers are blossoming and i believe i caught the flu. everyone at home has the flu yikes..i think i finally caught on... feel feverish and yuckish..but need to settle all my things today.. i believe today i will buy my bali tickets also =) teeeheeee ~ ... and also i decided to go to sydney because i really need a break from this tiring lifestyle so i'm off to hopefully see a bit more of the sun!

i need to get cracking on my morning job after my graduation ceremony T.T ... i can say i've been sort of morning jobless since since since...april? thats five months!.. its a part of being human, have a job u complaint you dont the same... never satisfied.. anywhoo... thats life...


i think i should go for a walk and clear my head then make it a point to certify my documents so i can get my skill assessment done... this visa shit is very ma fan... i'm also really slacking on it because no motivation..

i really take things very easy and like relaxed actually though sometimes i say like woahhh this and that but its only because it is hard to describe the feeling when you work so hard but its not for yourself.. and when a good opportunity comes you have to let it go because you feel obligated to well whatever it is.. there's only one reason i'm staying here and not running off to some other country which i really really really did i mention really wanna do... well, it is what it is and we cant change it unless i like win the lottery which i nvr even buy so ... for all its worth, i'm just gonna make myself a cup of coffee.