zumba eh!

ohhh weeee... what a day! i came across this old chinese crying dying song while looking for some crap online and i realise that the song totally fits what i'm thinking of now... i mean its totally amazing how things work when you dont expect it to work... this life i live this capsule i put myself in like a box to ensure i have enough motivation to continue what i do...

when i think ah everything is over ... oh nooo it starts again... i just cant catch a break... its like some cancer i have that follows me around... i'm really tired of it..but then its my shit and i have to deal with it... filling my time eating and exercising to forget about everything else.. when i run i feel like i'm so freaking fast whatever it is thats bothering me just cant catch up with me.. and thats a great feeling!

oh i've got so much on tomorrow... and i'm also doing zumba.. DON'T LAUGH! its quite fun ...and its taking the world by strom ok... hahah... ok i know many people who are doing it so i decided to try it out and after a few classes i think its pretty great.. hahaha...

anyhoo! i've gotta chip chop my ass up to work right now eh!... i'm so lazy feel like just sitting my ass here and not moving! i'm just too tired from all the mental shit...