join the dark side?

ok i need to admit that these days i've been thinking of really horrible things. Seriously its not good for me health or me soul! I've been thinking of @$%^%^^%$@$%^%$$%^%$ . which means it isnt for the public to read. I'm afraid i'll do it but I'm also afraid to get caught as a lot is at stake here, and we all know thats not me because i dont usually want to do something and fear it at the same time.

Can you Imagine how bad this is? ok maybe not... but its worst than robbing a bank...and no i'm not going to kill someone.. if you were wondering.. in economics or finance terms...high risk high return.. but the return is so amazing the risk is there... ish.. susah... "sau chan chan" i dont want to sit thr after that wishing i could turn back time..


DID I MENTION MY PASSPORT IS READY! omg i am so happy.. thank you dear god! i'm so greatful that it didnt take 6 months..BALI here i come! cant wait to see everyone at bali.. its going to be awesome! omg! omg! haha!