oh my! i cant seem to concentrate.. my concentration has gone to...to... to France... its soo far away! I have a assignment due on Friday which is tomorrow given its past 12am! and a test on Monday and its not any simple test!! i am sooo distracted its like i have my no concentration sickness back..

i wish i could just turn it all off... but if i did i would become a horrible person.. why am i stuck in this loop also i dont know.. i seem to enjoy the thrill of getting all messed up! i've been thinking a lot less lately i just keep working and working and working but this week everything just stopped like wow and reality checked in!!

i feel so so overwhelmed.. i've been pouring out my thoughts by the gallon today...