Of all the ways i pictured it to turn out i have never imagine it to be this way. I think this is the best way tho considering everything that has happened in my life. 

I live in my own world today 

as my principles crumble before me,

not much is left of what i have

because I have succumb.

To you its absurd to me its help, 

as i peer into the darkness of the absence of light 

my senses expire

Making an effort

For which I really did

My time is limited around you

Perhaps you don't see it

This is why i always stare 

to see how much despair you can tolerate

i cant control myself any longer than this

i feel it is relentless 

if only i knew how to stop this

Now tell me how to save a life.