i cant study its my last paper i feel so stressed that its my last paper and i cant study i think the gap is too big a gap 10 days i am already in holiday mode... i already watched transformers, went out for a good meal, shop till i almost dropped, cooked lame desserts I AM ALREADY IN HOLIDAY MODE.. PLAYING GUITAR HEROES..i just cant take it its too much stress i should sleep now and wake early tomorrow to study... BUT I THINK IT WONT WORK..
i am working tomorrow.. and i feel that i should work this is my life.. i cant slack so much.. if i do i will die of hunger and get sent back..so..i need to work as much as i can.. for my whole exam period i only off 3 days can u imagine.. but i think i did pretty ok with all my papers except this paper..cos i think its too easy and like some peanuts all general knowledge but when i think of what to write i just can spit out any facts.. i cant do a brain dump when i have nothing to dump =.=
i need to meditate i can do this i have done this so many times just read dump and get a good grade thats it simple.
i need to enroll in one more subject and i feel like crap =.= i need to settle my stuff by tomorrow..ahhh its all driving me crazy.. if only i could just blink and everything is done..
these days i dont know what i'm doing i fear of human feelings omg(block all emotions all senses except for food) i can just drop dead and die again.. oh my zippo drop and broke =( fucking emoness =.= damn it.. i threw it so many times it didnt break i try to put in my jacket pocket and it fell and broke =.= well.. of all the luck..
NIQI IS IN MELB WAITING FOR HER CALL!
well my blogs purpose is not to entertain so i'm sorry if i bored the crap out of you but you still read till this point so bravo!
i need to meditate i can do this i have done this so many times just read dump and get a good grade thats it simple.
i need to enroll in one more subject and i feel like crap =.= i need to settle my stuff by tomorrow..ahhh its all driving me crazy.. if only i could just blink and everything is done..
these days i dont know what i'm doing i fear of human feelings omg(block all emotions all senses except for food) i can just drop dead and die again.. oh my zippo drop and broke =( fucking emoness =.= damn it.. i threw it so many times it didnt break i try to put in my jacket pocket and it fell and broke =.= well.. of all the luck..
NIQI IS IN MELB WAITING FOR HER CALL!
well my blogs purpose is not to entertain so i'm sorry if i bored the crap out of you but you still read till this point so bravo!
well this time not my luck so maybe next time
dream=.=
ok i know everything is always my fault so no matter what i say it doesnt really matter and yes, i have been a bubble head and i apologise. but sometimes the fact is there and we gotta realise whats what. i will make things work. i always have and i always will. gotta have some faith in me alright. i'll leave you with that.=)
you are not alone, i am here with you =)
dream=.=
ok i know everything is always my fault so no matter what i say it doesnt really matter and yes, i have been a bubble head and i apologise. but sometimes the fact is there and we gotta realise whats what. i will make things work. i always have and i always will. gotta have some faith in me alright. i'll leave you with that.=)
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