pressure

i wanna post a lot of things that are on my mind but...

actually i am so bothered and i cant say it out...and think about things...

i am putting high hopes for myself here...which i never do...

fly away hoh...

what i did wrong wor...listen to my preach...

just got mad and yelled at everyone here...aih...

i feel if i have feelings its like a sin or stg..

i am having flu and a horrible day which was suppose to be a great day..

i like to ...and .... and .... and ... better just dun like anymore..

i am so tense..

sometimes it just skips my mind the busy things i need to do for the day..

because i refuse to remember them so that i can just have fun..

but as the day ends i can see all my thoughts flashing in front of my eyes

sometimes less said is best said

i am not that complicated a person...i think so..

so long i write blog ah i also never say i want to give up

almost everyday i just sit here..

by solemn self thinking of days to come

one wrong move could cause me a lot...so i seek for.........................

we never know how our days turn out to be because sometimes it will not seem to be as it is

yes sooner or later we grow up...

thinking of what i should do think and think i so scared i run out of time tic tic tic...and tic...

i am under this pressure and no one can feel it...some people have emo days more often thn others...

calm my soul and heal me...