dreams...or nighmares...

tomorrow i will be going back to ipoh...hoooo... and on the 26th i'll have to attend scholarship interview and i am a bit shaken by it i don't know why..maybe because i have not had so much of pressure in my entire life...usually i will just do whatever and if i get it or otherwise just - fine wit me...so far i have been lucky enough to acquire and secure all the things i have aimed for..and yes i am grateful and thankful of every blessing i received so far...tho the mask i wear is thick and heavy and painful for me to carry but it protects me from big disappointments...thus makes me have very average expectations in my life...now, its unlike before...so with all the luck in the world...here we go...

as Confucius's sayyyy..a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step (correct ah...dk is it a thousand or a hundred or stg la) and this is my first step weyy...scary...


okok now the topic of the day...DREAMS....ooo u know having dreams/nightmares(more like a nightmare) of your teeth falling or dropping or stg like that ah concerning teeth...means that you have low self esteem...and are very self conscious..hahah i however rarely have dreams buy i know someone who doesss...hmmmm...take care there...anyway.... if you think that a lot of people are looking at you means you are self conscious ge la...dreams dreams dreams are they really dreams... i was watching this interview of Maya Karin on tv then ah she say those ppl who think high of themselves or think they are good looking or think a lot of ppl looking at them maybe because something is wrong or because they are just too good looking means they they they -tak sedar diri- and i laughed so loud cos of my brother..he is those vain kind...u know perasan diri... i tell you he takes longer time to get dress than yours truly...=.=... soooo if any of you have ideas of how to prevent dreams drop a comment la...

okok...now i wanna get a cold drink....so outta here..