crisis is an opportunity so chill

well here i am again chilling...okok goodie... yes...today has been a busy day for me and i was running here and there and like trying to get things done well basically pretty much of my things aint really on the bright side...hmmm.. the dates are kinda clashing and like everything is all over the place... well i have made a point to just forget about it..come what may then...as we all know things to do, people to meet, places to be, makes us a stranger to ourselves..

well i got myself a job...its a job it pays basically thats it.. haha..i dont really wanna talk about it..

its been sometime since i've been to any stylo fest..or anything similar to it.. i want to tell you something hilarious : my brother was walking to Bangsar pasar malam on sunday... AND A BIRD SHAT ON HIS HEAD AND HE WALK THE WHOLE BANGSAR AND ATE WIT SHIT ON HIS HEAD...and i saw it and i just kept quite and i told him like way later... omg it was hilarious and after washing out the shit he was so malu and later he was walking again and i saw his shirt " THERE IS ANOTHER PATCH OF SHIT THERE!!" my uncle and i almost dropped dead laughing..how can anyone be that lucky to get birds shit on them twice!! that is like almost impossible..


at this time of the night exactly this time i feel very stress and i wish i can wipe away all my misery away...what can i do..a day of sorrow is like longer than a month of joy.. i feel i losing my mind a little you should see me and my eye bags and i think if u meet me in person.=.= even my mother says why i look so tense.. ahhh...yes i am tense but chilling...okay chilling...

currently joking and making jokes of *someone* its so funny *smiling all the way* hahah...

i've got all this mix feelings which of some i cannot handle..so its just DO OR DONT there is no such thing as try... all i need now is a little luck...life's a lottery so get lucky la ha... i shall..jahahahaha what the fuck am i saying... whatever...

i feel like dancing la..feel like doing some funny moves hahah...like some duck or chicken move and some bird flying or stg like that...some kinda tai chi..woah...

lalalalla....turn around bright eyes...every now and then i fall apart and i need now tonight and i need you more than ever...lalalala....sing wit me...turn around every now and then i get angry and i know i've gotta get out and cry...lalalal...sing like your motha fuckin lungs going to burst out hahaha and u will feel ahhhh...chilled.. hahaha..